4 August 2011

today...

Today has been rather hit and miss, you know, where you just have a day were nothing goes right, like i mean nothing. Not to go into it in too much detail i hate moaning ha! But i feel that i have kind of hit a slump, don't you just hate it when you spend far to long questioning your life, what am i doing? why am i doing this? This isn't where i wanted to be? I'm getting old? stress stress stress! Its crazy how much pressure we put on ourselves to get everything right. I really judge myself far to harshly and i aim so high its crazy, and if i am honest this is a bit of a pointless post, but i wrote a little bit on my twitter, I think people are occasionally allowed off days. So this is one of mine, tomorrow i am spending it once again with my Grandma, we are spending the day painting and drinking tea. We will probably end up talking about religion and family like we always do but i find it comforting. I do hope everyone else has had a wonderful. I promise i will be back to myself tomorrow.
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  1. This is completely how I am at the moment. Hope your okay :)

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  2. hey sweet i think everyone goes through those moments, hope you are ok? i'm ok, just need to re-access a few things me thinks :) xxx

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  3. yeah i'll be fine just having a really crappy month and trying to be positive but finding it hard. Thats good then :) x

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  4. I know how you feel, everything just seems to have gone wrong for me over the past few months.
    I hope things start looking up for you <3 xx

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  5. I'm glad I'm not the only one who has days (or even weeks) like this!
    x

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  6. I've had a lot of those sort of days! Just remember life is too short and beautiful to stress over things too much! Also, I like your new header, its lovely!
    xx

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  7. i know how you feel :) i love your photo and i hope you're feeling a little better soon. enjoy your day with your nan, painting and drinking tea sounds lovely :)xxx

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  8. I feel like this at the moment as well - don't worry x

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  9. i know exactly how you feel. i am 24 and currently feeling like i am stuck in a box... a taped up box. i have a rubbishy job and the only thing that is keeping me sane, is this place- the creative world.
    finally started to get back into doing it. (i left uni 2 years ago!!!)

    hopefully, you will keep painting and drawing and making and it'll all set off on a high and you can do that forever!!?!

    xxx (bit of an essay-sorry!)

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  10. Of course you're allowed to feel like that- I think we all put too much pressure on ourselves and are too harsh on ourselves. Sounds like the perfect chilled day though :) x

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  11. has to be done. i feel like this at least once a month and then i feel so much better afterwards. I describe it as a reboot for your mind :)
    hope you're feeling better today.

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  12. Everyone has these day I think - you're doing the best thing by chilling with your grandma :)

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