How are you lovely lot? I have spent a lot of today drawing original illustrations to send for an event, I do love drawing random little cheeky people, cats, mountains and bearded dudes….lets hope people also love these random doodles. Today and this week has made me realise a lot about myself and where my life is headed…cue quarter life crisis. So here is the truth, I am currently stuck in a bit of a creative/life rut, not going to lie pretty much hating a lot of things at the moment, Believe me I hate nothing more then negativity…but I feel I am getting complacent with life. You know when the things you are doing are no longer fun, . So I am setting myself a few targets that will hopefully shake me up a bit. Drawing and being creative comes, rather easy to me and I don’t think easy is always good, i have stopped being curious, so I have decided I am wanting to learn more, see new things and develop myself. I have started to question my abilities as a blogger, artist and creatives, I really don’t like doing that and I am so stubborn I hate giving up on things I love, I contemplated no longer blogging and that isn’t an option so I need to find something new…a new chapter.
I think there is no time like the present, sometimes we think we don’t deserve better, or we don’t think we can push ourselves to reach our full potential for fear of failure, well, I think I am well and truly stuck. So here is to reaching my full potential, So here is a little pack to myself and my readers that prepare for a bit of a mix up on this here little reflection of my life. I feel like giving a lot more back to my readers…So here’s to the new phase of ella…I hope you can join me on my new adventures.